Don't forget I am coming off being pretty angry about not getting chemo yesterday. I am also despairing of the fact that I have not once been able to have chemo on schedule (supposed to be every other Tuesday).
To be fair, the explanation that I got about not getting the WBC shot, is that they only use it for people who have much more rigorous treatments - let's say every week and it is not possible WBC counts in that time frame. BUT BUT BUT I want to say "I can't recover in two weeks, give me the shot." I will keep you posted on what Dr. B. says, I will call him tomorrow.
Here is the fab quilt that my sister-in-law sent. I forgot to say that Trisha specifically used fabric with bees just for Bennett.
Today was a quiet day - other than the obsessing. I hung out in the new bedroom while the cleaning lady made our house look a lot better. It's hard when everything is so old - the tub has got to be 60 years old, and the linoleum too. So it's clean, but it's worn, and it's ours and I love that it's all clean. I am so happy to have a mom who encourages me to do things like hire a cleaning person. She has an unusual name, so I don't want to use it without her permission, that is why I keep calling her the cleaning lady and not by a name. I did exactly what a person who is neutropenic is supposed to do - sat on my butt and did very little. I watched two TV shows about medicine - Grey's Anatomy and House. You'd think I wouldn't want to, but they were oddly compelling today. I knitted, I painted with Bennett. Here is one of the paintings she did today. Notice the pupils in the eyes - when she was painting them she said "and now the eyeballs." Pure genius.
